Deviant since Sep 26, 2006 | Premium Member until May 31, 2015
Ekaterina N. Stadnikova
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The inevitable fall comes. I can already feel depression. Sharper and deeper with each passing year. I'm so exhausted the last few months. So many things not done yet. So much needs to be done. My uncorrected mistakes and unspoken apology crush the gravestone to a broken soul.
Working on a new book. About humanity in the metaphysical sense. Yes. Who about what, and I am again about humanity. What makes us human? Anatomy? Religion? Society? Too narrowly. Each time taking the rules of the game "Coexistence" we put a tick - checks humanity passed. But long ceased to reflect on this topic. There is no time.
We choose the "Coexistence" not because we want to. Not because we like it. And not because we understand it. But just because we are afraid of death, pain, war. I like "co-existence", but want to see it become more conscious.
When I was young and beautiful my depression rested simple things. In search of love and conception in a very real sense. I miss that time. Now I like the song by Ozzy "I'm sick and tired of bein sick and tired"
Favorite moviesall by Hayao MiyazakiFavorite bands / musical artistsBlackmore's Night, Iron Maiden, ДДТ, АлисAFavorite writersBulychov, Chehov, Gogol, Strugatskie brothersFavorite gamesBaldur's Gate I & II, Silent Hill (2 & 3), Heroes of Might and Magic (1,2,3,4), GothicFavorite gaming platformPCTools of the TradeWacom Tablet, Adobe Photoshop, Corel Painter and love =^w^=Other Interestsdrawing, friendship, gifted people, writing books